Finally one day we had a misunderstanding, just because I shared my feelings about her to one of her friend and she never wanted it and there where all the things started falling and that is the time when I got close to Sai Baba again, I know it was my mistake and I shouldn’t have done it but now I am sorry about it, I just opened my heart nothing more. I love her very much and I want to give all that happiness and love that I have I never wanted anything from anyone but I have always prayed for her to Sainath that no matter what happen, never separate us. When I started going to Sai Baba Temple and kept fasting again we came in contact but she was not like before her making calls and texting me was totally reduced, it was always me who use to approach and make plans to meet but every time it was cancelled at last. Every single day from November 2015 till April 2016 and still going on every single day I pray to Sai Baba to fix it up. One day when I kept this “Determination” that every single day Sai Baba in the early morning I will walk naked leg from my house to Your Temple for morning Aarti, till You don’t make us meet again and that day my very first day of it when I reached, the priest himself called me and made me a part of morning Aarti in front of Sai Baba statue. We started talking but it was very very less like if there is any work then only we talk otherwise no for all this 6 months. Everyday it was hurting very much but still with believe on Sai Baba, I kept on walking.
One fine day when I got angry one Him and told Him, Baba if You really think we have to meet then bring us together otherwise keep us away and that very same day I got a call from her that she wants to meet me and we had a good time, I was like what is happening but now again it has gone back to same space I really don’t know what is happening? What is this test that Sai Baba is taking why every time we cross each other’s way. I tried so hard but I am not able to pull myself away from her, I don’t know but there is some divine force that has hooked me up with her now I have completely given up to Sai Baba that from this day it is His responsibility to bring us together, my dear Sai family, I just don’t want to lose her, I don’t want to. I feel that it’s a test that I am going through may be that I got her way to easy so may this distance is to make me understand and test me and also realizing the value of love. Please friends pray for me and may Sai Baba bless her love in my life. I miss her. We talk sometimes but i miss that feel and connection in our talks.
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