But I am having a very very turbulent married life and i am really stressed. It’s been 2 months my husband and I haven't spoken nicely to each other. I tried my level best to make things better but he is very adamant. I do not have job in hand. Conditions were so worse that i even lied to him for money (Baba forgive me for this if you can, i don’t want to justify myself here because I know what I did was wrong. I will never do this again even if i have to sleep with empty stomach). I do not want to get divorced. I pray day and night to Baba to inculcate some good thoughts and habits in my husband. I sometimes even feel very low and lonely. I feel like committing suicide and closing the chapter forever but my parents love me. They will be shattered, i know. I do not have any ray of hope except my Baba. Those who are reading this, it’s my hand folded request to pray for me. May be my prayers are not reaching to Baba. But I trust You Baba, You won’t let me down. Om Sai Ram.
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