I love a guy from my under graduation. He loves me too. He was the one who approached me first. He used to be very nice. He is an independent and organized person. We used to love and respect each other when we used to be in India. We both came to the USA for doing our masters, but in different states. We used to talk to each other a lot. After a month the way he talked has changed. I went to his place once and I found a big difference in him. Later on I came to know that he likes some other girl there. When I asked him about that he used to say it is nothing like that. He used to avoid me. That was the time Baba took me in his hands. I used to pray to Him. I used to cry in front of Him. I was all alone as my parents are back in India and the guy who I believed is no more mine.
After some days I came to know that he loved that girl and she loved him too. But she left him within a month. And then he came back to me saying that he needs me. I accepted him thinking that mistakes are made by everyone and they are to be corrected. We used to stay together from then for about 7 months. He then left for his job. From then he never used to talk to me. When I asked him why he is not talking he used to say that I cannot live with you and he said he never loved me. I am completely broken without him. He was the only guy I trusted all through my life. I have no one with me now except Baba. I can share all my problems only with him. I just have hope on Baba that he will bring the guy back to me. I love him and cannot live without him. Please Baba! change him back to the way he used to be. Change his mind set. Bless him to go in a right way. You are my only hope Baba. I was crying for him from about an year. I know him and I loved him for 5 years. I cannot imagine my life without him. Please help me Baba as You are the only one who can understand my pain. My hope increases when I think that You are with me. We both once visited Shirdi together. I then thought that Your blessings are with us. So please make him come back to me. Om Sai Ram.
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