Now also the same I’m asking, You know well that I and my friend, we both got separated, and we will never talk each other again in our life, because we disliked each other to the most of the core. You only know what happened exactly between us, she is blaming me and I’m blaming her, that’s it. But I felt she became so jealous , pride, maintaining image etc., but I knew her since 2012. She was not like this before, I agree before we were only two in a room, so we never had any disputes but now I brought her to UAE, and helped her everything as much I could in Dubai, but although there are few mistakes from my side also. I agree it. But I never thought about this situation before, because this is my first time doing this much help to someone, but now I learned a huge lesson in my lesson to not to help anyone to the core, at last they will become ungrateful to us, so it’s waste of time. I’m a 23 years old girl, she is 26 years, but once upon a time we were close, but now. I hate her too much for her behavior with me also as well as with others also. She is thinking only she is in the world, caring only herself, I had so many troubles because of her. Still going through. Anyway I believe it’s You who separated us. I accept it, but I want to ask You one thing, how she became ungrateful to me like this? How she forgot all those past things that I did for her? How could she talk and behave with me like this? Really I got shocked Baba. You know well how much I suffered and felt bad. All my friends blamed me only Baba. You know my heart crying everyday. But I want to apologize to You, that I taunted her as she has no parents, it’s my mistake. Baba, please forgive me (she has parents, but they both got another marriage and did not support her for anything) Because I know for all the people, who has no parents, You will be there for them, sure. So please forgive me for what I said. I should not have said like that. Really I didn’t mean that. But really Baba, I never seen anyone in my life like her so jealous, pride, etc., even though she doesn’t have anyone to help her. I advised her more but all in vain, couldn’t change her, but I want her to get a lesson for her ungratefulness to me. I hope You will give it. But forgive me Baba, and remove my guilty as well as hatred from my heart on her, now I’m always thinking on her, just one more week for me to shift from this room, later I hope I will forget everything. But please make me to forget her completely in my life and don’t let my heart to say or curse anything about her helpless situation or she doesn’t have parents, etc., because I know for all the people in angry, they will talk everything , me too the same human being but later I realize I should not have talked like that, because I am afraid You will give me punishment for talking like this, so please forgive me Baba. Make me forget everything, teach her a lesson, make her to go to India, because I feel myself idiot until she is in UAE , because these all I gave her, so please send her back to India.
Hereafter I will take care my life and let her take care of herself, that’s it. I never will want to know anything about her. Please give me strength to forget everything and not to scold or curse her. Because You are here, You know what to do for everyone. I believe You completely, please forgive me Baba. I realized my mistake that I should not have said that “She is more pride and worst behaving even though she doesn’t have parents. If she has everything like us, then we can’t stand equal to her, because she will behave more better than us, and that’s why God made her life like this and gave her too much troubles and helpless situation”. I know Baba it’s not nice from me, please forgive me for saying like this, I am afraid of You, please don’t punish me, I will never say it again. I will never mention that she has no parents. Please forgive me for this word, and don’t let my mouth say it again. Please even though in angry. Anyway Baba, thanks for this lesson in my life. Please forgive me, and make our life prosperous wherever we are, and take care of her also though she doesn’t believe You. Om Sai Ram, please forgive me for everything, I completely surrender myself to You. Om Sai Ram.
© Shirdi Sai Baba Prayers