I am in love with this guy who is living abroad. I fell in love with him sometime back and as he went abroad we lost touch. But I have always been in love with him and never was able to really move on with my life. Three years before i became a Sai devotee whilst I was feeling hopeless in life due to an illness and not being able to unite with the person I am in love with. It was then I experienced Sai blessings towards me as I was cured well and as soon as I recovered all of a sudden one day to my surprise Sai brought this person I am in love with into my life again.
I was made to understand that though my guy has moved on with his life he has been having a tough time and his life was not happy and peaceful. From this moment we have been in touch again and I observed nine weeks Sai Vratham to unite us. Last year Sai blessed us with an opportunity to meet again and made us realise our love for each other more than ever before. We were also blessed by Sai where He made us visit one of his shrines and made my guy place kumkum on my forehead. This was the most divine moment where I strongly believed that Sai will only let something like that happen when it was meant to be. It was the most happiest time in my life and my guy too felt lot of happiness in our meeting and even went on to talk about our future together and told me that if God willing we will be together soon.
In the meantime I had applied for visa to go to the country he is living to settle down with him and Sai blessed me with the visa soon after our meeting last year. This was again a sign that our desire to be together was guided by Sai and I was super excited. However, my guy has to sort things out at his end for us to settle down together. Everything was going on well between us and I was so hoping to go and settle down with him end last year. However, from last September I am experiencing some bad period and our relationship too has taken a beating. Suddenly one day he said I will not be able to be in touch with him for some time and he will contact me due to some unresolved issues at his end. Add to this I met with an accident as well. But when I called on that day as I needed to speak to him so badly, he was still loving and caring and when I expressed my fear about him not talking to me, he assured me by asking me to relax and stated that "he was going through some issues at his end and may be it’s all happening for good and he will sort things out once in for all and call me soon". But there was no contact from him and I thought perhaps he needs more time to resolve his issues and waited patiently putting off my travel plan to this year. Then I had another accident and injured my leg and didn't know whether I could travel. I have been praying to Sai all the time and I finally received a message from him for my birthday. And when I checked about my travel plan he suggested to make a quick visit to validate visa and return to my country and that he will meet me briefly as he is going through job changes. Realizing that he is going through issues in his job and as i was also having my injury, i decided to heed to his advice and make a short trip. Beginning of this year, as per his advise I made the visit and after much persuasion he met me briefly. During this time I came to realisation that he has still not sorted his issues, as he apologized for things for not turning out the way I expected and stated that it could change once I come to settle down in his country. Though he spent some brief time with me, we were blessed to visit a temple that he had promised to take me one day if God's willing, and this happened on his birthday. This too I believe is God's blessing for us. His behaviour and talk, only revealed that he still loves me but seemed confused on sorting his issues out. Slowly our communication were getting back to normalcy and we were reconnecting. I was also slowly making progress with my recovery. He said in God's time I will be able to come to his country and God's willing we will be together. But then again, suddenly his communication reduced and he seemed withdrawn. Whenever I call or message, he keeps telling that he will contact me but it wasn't happening. Again I was so confused as there was no issues between us and was at a loss not knowing what to do. I have only been praying to Sai seeking his help on resolving all issues and uniting us soon. From last two months, there is some response from his end via message and he has been saying he will call but didn't, then I receive a message this week stating that he is recovering from depression and not in the frame of mind to talk to anyone and he will be in touch soon. Today again I received a message thanking for being concerned and not to worry that he will be done soon and whatever is meant to happen will happen. As much as I am happy that he at least sent a message but his statement of "whatever is meant to happen will happen" worries me as it seems to be an uncertain statement. I am not sure whether he is saying this as he is in a depression situation but I am really worried that he is not confirming that we will be together with a definite statement.
It looks like we are going through some bad period and our lives and relationship is facing challenges. That's why i seek Sai to come and save this relationship and unite us together soon. Sai is the one who brought him (love of my life) back into my life and beginning of last year allowed him to show his true love towards me and for the first time in our relationship made him to give me real hope that we will be together soon and also blessed me by granting the visa which I applied for the main reason to go and settle down with this man i love. But since late last year there seem to be some delay and obstacles in us uniting together. My man seem to be deliberating on this thought and not having the strength to sort his issues out. Hence, I am begging for a Sai miracle to save this relationship and make my man stand by his word to me without letting me down and sort out issues at his family end and marry me soon.
So I am pleading for a miracle prayer to Sai to please cure us both soon and take away all obstacles against us and sort all issues preventing us getting married in an amicable way and unite us both this time for life. I have been waiting for a life with him for so long and I plead to Sai for a miracle in uniting us soon this year and bless us with a child and a life together in peace and harmony. Oh Sai, I am begging for Your blessings and miracle. Please pray for me to Sai to get well soon and for him to speak to me soon and take me to his country and unite me with him before end of this year at least. And at the same time Sai to give him the strength to sort things out soon and marry me. I am pleading to Sai to save this relationship and restore the happiness in my life with his miracle. I plead to Sai to bless me with his miracle by curing me immediately and making him speak to me soon and uniting us soon for life. Oh Sai please answer my prayers. I am pleading to You as I can’t bear the pain in my heart of missing him. Please make him speak to me. Om Sai Ram.
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