I am writing this prayer now as I am 30 years old. I have been very tensed and worried that I am not getting married. I was in a relationship with someone, and his parents had accepted me and I had to fight at my home to marry him. My family is not orthodox so they accepted him too after constantly asking and fighting with them. He was pursing MBA and I was doing job when everything was going well and we planned to get married after his completion of MBA. It was 2 months left out of 2 years for his MBA to complete when I came to know that he was being with someone else in the college. The relationship that we shared was very divine. His parents and mine (somewhere) accepted us and we were truly in love. But after hearing, that he was involved with another person I decided to leave it and move forward. He realized his mistake and tried to come back. But I was in severe pain that he was involved with someone else that I could not take him back.
Lord Jesus said that : " When you are so down and helpless, remember that someone will come to lift you up and he will be sent from heaven ". (I believe all God are one and so did Shirdi Sai Baba taught me). After, I closed this chapter after 4 years, there was someone else standing for me to take me out with these miseries. I started talking to the new guy and slowly I was healed of my past relationship. I believed that he was sent from heaven to save me. We started getting serious and we became close. I was very happy with this man than I was ever. I thanked God and I came closer to Sai Baba. I visited Shirdi and prayed to God that He should make him remain in my life and life seemed wonderful. There were few hassles but with God's grace it went all fine and I could see myself happy.
This year it was more miraculous that Baba helped me get closer and spiritual in this relationship. And one fine day, he spoke to his parents about us and we had a very nice horoscope match. His parents are not orthodox as well and started inquiring about me further, as there were financial difference between him and me. His father had particular notion about family status. He tried convincing his father. And meanwhile, they tried to ask their astrologers as well about our match. Astrologer said, we were made for each other and we will bring out best in each other. And they were looking for our engagement and wedding dates. I was very happy and finally thought that Baba heard all my prayers and it was the best for me that I got in the end. But as days passed, his father was not convinced and he found another match for his son. In one week he convinced his son for this proposal as the girl was very affluent, more than their own status. He got engaged to the girl in one week and soon getting married. He stopped any form of communication with me and my life turned upside down just in a week. I was wonder-stuck how people change in a week. Another 3 years were wasted and I am now 30+ years old and I still believe in Baba and I pray to Him from my heart and soul. I visited Shirdi recently and reading Sai Satcharitra and doing Thursday vrat. I have been in great grief of-late after this happened to me second time and I fell harder than the previous time. But man proposes one way and God disposes the other way as He knows what is best for His child. I pray to Shirdi Sai Baba that He blesses me and show me the right match for lifetime soon and I will write again about my experience that how Baba did help me through this tough phase of my life. I am surrendering myself at the feet of Baba to help me see the light.
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