Shirdi Sai Baba Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from India: Thanks to Hetalji. Baba I know I am not correct but whatever is happening with me, I don't understand. You know I am not living my life. You even know when was the last time I really smiled? It’s been years. Baba I loved You. You are my hope and continue to be. Did I sleep peacefully? No Baba no You know how much pain I am going through. I never shared with anyone. I have only You. I don't even have friends. I am educated but of no use. I am still dependent for my bread. I just live with hope that one day everything will be fine. I fulfil my desire but Baba I don't understand anything. I can’t sleep, don't do anything. I mean nothing. I feel I am useless, unlucky, not worthy to anything. Everyone left me. Baba only I have my mom with me. Baba what has happened to my life since past 5 years? Everything changed but there is no gain for my efforts why did You make me a failure, every time I believed You, madly trusted You Baba. Please listen to me Baba. I am really fed up of everything. I can’t bear now, please help me. I beg You Baba, I beg You. Om Sai Ram.