Shirdi Sai Prayers From Anonymous Sai Devotee from India: Thanks to Hetalji for running this wonderful blog. Why Baba? Why You are giving so much pain to me? You have taken away everything from me; my career, my health, my friend. You made me as a failure. I lost everything now. Also You are not happy. Every day I cry why did You give me USA chance twice and taken that too? I am not independent. I am dependent. I thought today’s exam I shall pass. You made me fail in that too, Why am I living? Baba still I pray to You. l never listen to me but You. You just leave me in middle. I thought You are my dad. You have taken everyone now at least there is no one to wipe my tears. You played with me. You made me look like a looser in front of this world. Would any dad do this? You made me, You always break my trust. Why Baba, why? I just want end of this life. My mom and dad gave me an option to get married. I just want to end my life. Thank You so much for this pain You just give me and You take away everything. I don't want to be alive anymore.