I don't know if this is good or bad. I don't know what the future holds. But I do know that since A.P.S gifted me a beautiful brass statue of You, there must be some kind of deeper connection between A.P.S and me. I truly believe in the #togetherforever promise which we made to each other and if You believe that this is real love, then please engineer it in such a way that we get back together, stronger than ever. Deep within me, I am very confused since it's actually just a few hours since we broke up. A part of me says it's ok and that I should move on. And another part of me says to keep the faith that it will all work out.
My darling Baba, please give me strength during this time to bear with the loss and the vacuum that has filled my life. I know I have always taken You for granted and I only come to You when I am in despair. And each time You have somehow bailed me out. Do You think A.P.S and I can be #togetherforever as we had promised each other these past (almost) two years? Please help me Baba. Forever Yours child. Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai.
© Shirdi Sai Baba Prayers