It goes like this, I met the love of my life on 22nd April 2016. I really love her. I never ever had talked to any girl before in my life. I've been such an introvert all through my 25 years of life. But I don't know what happened to me. I tried a lot to keep myself away from her but I just couldn't. I tried to initiate a talk but I used to get numb just at the thought of doing so but I gathered confidence. And in the month of June 2016, I sent a bunch of roses to her. But she refused to accept it and 6 months passed. Day and night, I cried a lot, praying to Baba every single moment that I need her. I need her as my life partner Baba. And nearly after 6 months she texted me on facebook on 3rd October 2016 and it started smoothly. But it wasn't the same throughout. Ups and downs began and she used to get angry upon me, shouted at me. And finally in the month of March on 27th day of the month, due to some serious reasons we had a fight.
After one day, she texted me apologizing a lot, although I wasn't at all upset with her and she said we can be just friends. Because she is scared of her mother(her father expired when she was 7) and she cannot talk to her regarding this relationship and due to different caste her mother won't agree and an age difference of 3 years(she is 3 years older). So she said it would be better that we will be friends and be in contact always as a friend. I was broken down completely. I prayed to Baba day and night. Now it's been 5 months now(19th August 2017), we haven't talked to each other. I deleted her number and all her photos but a mutual friend told me she still has my number saved in her contacts. I've been visiting a local Sai Mandir almost everyday past 5-6 months and always cry. I even asked Baba to come in my dream and answer my questions.
Here comes the miracle, one night Baba came in my dream with a wedding card in His hand and a beautiful pic of two swans kissing other and a number '313' written on it. I tried to find about this number in Sai's question and answer website and I got a reply "the miracles of Shree Sai Baba are unfathomable, you will be convinced about it." Then after such a long time, one day, I felt an urge to just have a glimpse of her and prayed Baba. I was going through a marketplace and I saw her and believed after seeing her, my eyes went on the ground around her. There were bits of paper lying here and there and a number written on it. The number was '313'. Another incident was one day, I saved her number in phone(I still remember her number) just to check her whatsapp Dp. And to my surprise, after looking at her picture, my eyes went on to a page of a book lying opened in front of me and the page number was '313'. I realised that this is my Baba's indication to me that He is with me, no matter what. I should be calm and relaxed and must have tremendous faith in Him and be patient. So I would request all of you Sai devotees to have complete faith in Baba and be patient. Please my friends just pray for me that I get my love back.
Please friends, please. I beg all of you to pray for me. I don't want anything except her. I only want to live and die with her, look after her, not only in this life but every coming life. Please Baba give back my love to me Baba, please Baba please. Sorry for such a long post. Om Sai Ram. Om Sai Namo Namah, Shree Sai Namo Namah, Jai Jai Sai Namo Namah, Sadguru Sai Namo Namah, Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram.
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